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aprilrain  

Aprilrain

Jan 14, 2012
Please God, help me to understand and b a better person. I feel as though, I am being punished for all my sins here on earth. It's been 1 struggle after another, for the past 2 yrs. My mother and father raised me to have good morals and respect. Somewhere during my adult life...I feel that I have done something terribly wrong 2 make my life turn out 2 b such a lonely and sad person. As soon as I start working on one problem..bam...I"m back in my rut of sadness and I jus give up. At many times, I feel( like I jus don't have the strength to endure any more.) I used to b a strong person and not many things got in my way in which I could not handle. I survied a very abuse 12 yr marriage, took my 2 children and ran. My children an I were treated badly by my ex. physically, verbably. I kno it's in the past, the physical scars r gone, but the other forms of his abuse(are very hard to get ovr.) I am havin a very hard time with my nerves at this time and getting bck out in public. I don't even care if I brush my hair. I used to not b like this: No-one evr calls, unless it's some collection agency. Economic and hard times have taken a toll on some of my family an me. I kno I am not the only one. Being sick and anti-social is a terrible feeling. I feel that I cannot trust anyone anymore. Living in fear is horrible. it will take me awhile to get to feeling better and start my daily walks again. It happens 2 me a lot. I don't need to put myself down...and drift to far off the shore....it's jus too hard 4 me to swim bck. What is happening to our country? Sometimes ppl can b so rude. Maybe I deserve it. Please Lord help ...so I can help others an my family. Aprilrain
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Thanatos  

Sad as hell

Dec 26, 2011
Feel. Like crap no job no money have a tooth filling that fell out of my tooth a month or so ago hurting like he'll as I type and my girlfriends family is offering to pay and my family is grateful bit feels like shit that they can't do anything and I'm a 25yo loser with no high school diploma and feeling like I have no other options
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Anonymous  

SAD THIS YEAR

Dec 18, 2011
My first post...here goes ...I am trying to have a good outlook about this Christmas. I have a tiny tree to put up each year,but this year I can't bring myself to put it up. I should not feel this depressed because gifts aren't what's important.We should not worry and fret about receiving gifts from each other,its not about that. I want to cry,but I can't. I think if I could cry then at least I would stop feeling sorry for us. I am in so much pain inside and out that I think I need to stop wishing for gifts and think about others. If I had money I would buy tons of gifts and presents for seniors and older couples like me and my husband,because I know what it feels like to be in their shoes. May God bless us and keep us in his safe loving arms this year and I pray he makes this pain that I feel inside go away for a while. Now, I feel wrong about writing this and feeling silly for letting others know that I am feeling this way. But, I feel sad right now,and yet I feel blessed all at the same time. I hope that everyone gets nice things this year for Christmas.
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CC77  

in need of help

Oct 26, 2011
I am a single mother of 4 boys. they all have special needs. it is been very hard to try and stay on top. our family is going through so much. sons are all in extensive counseling due to sexual abuse done by another family member and are very depressed and withdrawn. we have also had our rental home burn down in Bastrop. i want them to have a good Christmas. i have always struggled but this year it would mean so much to see them happy. please help me share the holidays in happiness with my son.. 5122972691
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MZ PRICELESS  

HOW I FEEL

Oct 23, 2011
STRESSED OUT JUST TRYING TO MAKE IT
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Rgvmom  

About Rgvmom

Aug 18, 2011
Im 26 and have 2 children.. Im struggling wit money and have bad credit... When I was 18 I got my first 2 credit cards and thought it didnt matter what I would do with them, nobody told me it could ruin me.. Im having a hard time coming up with money, my fiance works but gets paid monthly and when it comes to payday our bills take it all... I have been trying to sell all my stuff of cl but seems ppl these days are having money trouble aswell... School starts soon for my son who isnt gonna have his school shirts due to we have no money..... Lately ive caught my self crying as im doing now.. I dont know what to do.. Behind my smile is so much fear and sadness... When im alone is when I can vent... I have carpul tunnel, veintendinitis and I cant even see a doctor... Somtimes I feel as if im alone.. Sorry im just venting...
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mattty262  

At the end of my rope!

Aug 11, 2011
Hi I'm new here and Desperate I lost my job, my wife , family and kids have no where to go lots of bills and owe old friends and family money. I'm at the end of my rope never asked for anything in mylife do people relly help here well i hope so. please get back..
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justus2010  

Wiped out widow...

Jul 27, 2011
I love my husband.If he were still alive no
way things would have gotten this
bad....ugh....i should have educated myself
while he was alive,prepared myself just in
case....I coudnt make myself believe he was
really dying...and then he did.. ugh²..
Now CPS has my kids because Im
poor.....my fault...i kinda fell apart when he
died and by the time i snapped out of it,our
financial situation had snowballed.
Disability is pending,and i cant work...my
hands are messed up pretty bad.
I have no electric or water and my
children,who are as necessary to me as
oxygen to live,cant come home til i have
utilities.
Im not sure what kind of help I need,but if
nothing else a bunch of helpful people
praying for us cant hurt.
If you are in a position to help with utilities
until we start receiving our benefits,please
help us.
Im at the end of my rope and my children
ate miserable and Im helpless to save
them.Its a really bad and shameful feeling
that tries like hell to take you down.
On top of mourning my husband,Im beat.
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fabalass  

about to cry

Jun 22, 2011
so confused on how to handle my life and get control of my finances. Everyday I keep getting deeper and deeper in debt I really need some help. have no support of family and realize that friends are not really there when needed most. Anyone? Please Help
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spacystacy  

lost

Jun 22, 2011
I am a mother if 2 wonderful boys I haven't been able to find a job it been 11 year since I work .I can't pay my bills feel lost I can't sleep it hard to eat u an worried all the time I ask god I know they say he won't give you more then what you can handle but now I cry every night asking god to help me u need a job I living with my parents and that hard but am so thanksful to have a safe place but I scared I have bills what am I going to do feel Like I am a lone I hare that I can't do anything with my boys when they
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chrislove  

sad lonely today need a female friend a short girl i love short women

Jun 12, 2011
iam sad very sad and lonely
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N-Tears  

About N-Tears

May 12, 2011

Sad, hurting & lost. I need a few prayers to help me make it through today.

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cupertino  

my sad, sad ,song.

Jan 30, 2011
hello my name is gary I go by cupertino since thats where I am from mywife and I have been married for 22 years ! I thank the good Lord above for her and our 13 yaer old son ! We got married in Santa Cruz,Ca. but due to the cost of living and havin' a bun in the oven we ventured out here where a guy could catch a break and make a home for his family.Her mom and dad are ministers and put us up while I got rejection after rejection for permanent work. So i settled for a temporary work assignment moving pianos long story short dont be on the downstairs side moving a piano on a skid he lost grip and that skid and piano took me out and through the sheet rock. I guess I should feel blessed all the surgeries 5 in all! God bless them theres alot worse off then me out there! I didn't get squat from work cmp as my employer conviently had me sign my time card to get paid on the way to the hospital(I know God will see him one day.) as for disability forget about it 10 years later nothing but appeals! so with L-4,L-5 fusion and laminectomy thats the cherry on top nerve graft, pectoral major muscle graft, rotator shoulder stuff i'm a sad depressed soul in love with greatest woman on Gods earth, and just the coolest little honor roll God fearing boy i ever knew I know God will help us someday! thanks for listening to this junk. -your friend gary
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Anonymous  

hopelessness

Jan 23, 2011
Sitting in the cold afaid of who is out here and online with cell phone not
Sure if we can ever get help
Crying right now life is sad in this world
We are about to give up all hope : (
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angel47  

homeless what a life

Jan 20, 2011
I did everything i could to keep a home for my kids but it just did not work in 3 years i went from having the job of my dream to homeless on 1/27/2011 we will have to move and we have no place to go me and my to kids it hurt because i look at my kids and my heart hurt and i feel like i'm nothing all my life i help people and no one is here to help me friends i help paid rent for people i have took food to when they did not have it and now they look down on me but that life may god be with you i'm happy that i do have the people from here to give me inspiration but i guess i needed more thank you for your words
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cootie  

About cootie needs help

Nov 30, 2010

Hi, I am having a very hard time , and can not stop crying, I am out of work and trying to sale on ebay so I can pay my bills. I will lose my home if my sale on ebay do not pick up. So if anyone can help me please go to cootiewizz on ebay and help me.I am not looking for something for nothing.Please help I don't know what else to do. Thank You

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laura142  

About laura142

Sep 22, 2010

hello. i am a 28 yr old mother. i was with my x bf for almost four years we had our daughter in 2006. she is now 4 years old. i broke up with him in late 07. because he was controlling and always wanted sexual intercourse from me every single day. i couldnt handle it anymore so i left and moved in with my mother and my two sisters. he wouldnt let me take our daughter with me so i had to go to court finallly got custody and she began living with me. and my x would get my daughter on weekends fri to sun nite. at first everything was fine, then he started dating someone. and he became really out of control with everything. was in and out of courts because him and her would always have to start problems with me for no reason at all. last court date  he got custody of my daughter and we both had to take risk assesment test which was 1500 each. and we both had to take drug tests which we both passed and a home inspection wich we both passedwell he of course had the money and i didnt to pay for the risk assesment . and i was only able to see her with supervison of my gmom. it was fri to mon every week, and wed 430 to 7. then after month or so it was to much for my gmom. so she said she could only supervise from sat to sun and weds. so there went all my time with my daughter. :( i can not get her back living with me AT ALL untill i take this risk assesment test. meanwhile,i had a son with my now bf on oct.2.09. so i have been staying home with him since he was born. now my x took me too mediation saying he only wants me having my daughter every OTHER weekend instead of every weekend. i wouldnt agree to that. then he just took me to child support court and i will have to pay him 87 a week, i dont even work and i stay at home with my 11mo old son! i want my daughter back and i dont know what im going to do about getting a job. i dont even have a car. and i def cant afford a sitter. and in mediation there giving me 3 weeks to come up with 1000 to take risk assesment so i can get my daughter in my house and get rid of supervision. HELP :(

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godschild.zn  

About godschild.zn

Sep 6, 2010
help i have a friend who lost her son and husband in a awful tradgedy7 weks ago she is on anxiety meds and is really battling now she really needs financial aid for two months to get back on her feet she has a child they really deserve a break guys please is someone genuine out there heeeeeelp please
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lulu10  

About lulu10

Aug 24, 2010

HI IM JUST WRITEING TO TELL EVERY ONE HOW IM FEELING , AT THE  MOMENT IM SAD , ANGRY , JUST HAD ENOUGH OF THE WORLD . I A SINGLEMUM OF 4 I HAD A BAD RELATIOSHIP WITH THER DAD , IN THE END I HAD  THE CIURAGE TO LEAVE . AFTER 2 YEARS I MET A GUY HERE ON HOLIDAY . HE WAS FROM EGYPT OMG HE TREATED ME LIKE A QUEEN RESPECTED ME LOVED MY KIDS IT WAS WONDERFULL . THEN HE WENT HOME , WE TALKED EVEY NIGHT ON MSN , AFTER 6 MONTH HE ASKED ME TO MARRY HIM I SAID YE . I WENT TO EGYPT IT WAS THE HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE .

 

WE HAVE  MET 4 TIMES SINCE BUT THE WAGES IN EGYPT ARE POOR WE WANT TO BE TOGETHER BUT HOW CAN I MOVE FROM ENGLAND TO EGYPT HIS SALARY WONT KEEP US .

ITS HARD BEING APART  BUT WE CANT HELP WHO WE FALL IN LOVE WITH . AFTER 23 YEARS OF AN ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP  I FIND SOMEONE TO LOVE N HE IS HALF WAY ROUND WORLD .

I HAVE LOOKED AT JOBS IN EGYPT ITS HARD TO FIND ONE  AS I DONT SPEAK THE LANGUAGE ALL I DO EVERY NIGHT IS  LOOK ON WEB TO TRY N FIND A JOB .

HE RENTS AN APARTMENT BUT IT NOT BIG ENOUGH FOR US ALL .  AND THE WORST THING ITS TO CHEAP TO BUT ONE  BUT WITH HIS SALARY AND MY PART TIME JOB HERE ITS IMPOSSIBLE

TO SAVE I JUST KEEP HOPEING I WILL FIND A JOB OVER THERE . WE ARE SAVEING BUT  ITS LIKE 20 THOUSAND FOR THE APARTMENT IT DONT SEEM MUCH BUT IT MAYS WELL BE 20 MILLION . ITS A CHEAP COUNTRY TO LIVE IN  WHEN U GET THERE  SO IF ANYONE ANY IDEAS LET ME KNOW , OR IF U LIVE IN EGYPT GIVE ME A JOB PLEASE . I JUST WANT TO BE WITH MY KIDS AND THE MAN I LOVE  ITS NOT TO MUCH TO ASK FOR IS IT

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survivor123  

About survivor123

Aug 19, 2010

hi, my name is kristin and im 13 years old. my family is in need of help.it all started when we moved to new jersey in 2008.my mom was having trouble paying for her rent plus bills so then we were forced to move to new york. at our first home in new york the home owner happened to be living below us so we had quite a house but we had no choice. after living in the house for half a year someone called cps on my mom. we were very close to be getting tooken from our mom.then after that our home was forclosed on so we had to move AGAIN .... we found a house but had to be kicked out because the home owner found out about cps. so we moved to dutchess county where cps later ended. but now my mom is still struggling with rent and bills. there are a couple like storage bill where if we dont pay they will auction off our stuff, the electricity company threatens us if we dont pay, the rent is behind and the car payment. my mom needs help i love her and for once i want her to be happy SOMEONE PLEASE HELP! we are very close to being homeless. PLease!

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